Reevaluating

Its time for a reset.

First half of 2026 has been like covid for me. 

An absolutely wild first quarter. Great fun, like a rollercoaster. Hold on and get the stuff done and ignore anything not in front of your face. 

Restructure after Restructure. 

Chargeability vs job role makes my job goals confused.

Medical issues disrupting my fitness

Angela needs help and im not giving it to her. I dont really know how to.

Important jobs not getting completed. 

Ok its no wonder im not motivated, is it. Ive come back from a Sydney long weekend with a reset - but not a good one. 

I need something new and exciting to break out of this.

Or another gamification to make the dull, motivating.


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